took some pics a few days ago in class!
daryl wearing geraldine's cardigan. too small for him. and it expands after he wears it. LOL.
kee soon trying 14's too.
zoom in this pic see if u'll find it funny! HAHA
I'M TALL! hehe:pReally don know what to blog man. Will update soon! And, shaun finally blog after 1 yr! LOL.
Hello! decided to blog again today since i've got nth to do. Got a number of photos to upload today i took on pizza hut with miss sim and the FNN students.
The FNN students!
haha, ms sim was struggling playing with 14's PSP. She was playing the 'tai gu' game. Just call it the drum game. She played only a one star rank song yet she got 74%. LOL!
My family portrait! Grandpa, aunt, grandma and mum. lol. shaun is acting cool.
Da Tou and Ms Sim!:)
This is what Shaun wore today. Don't u think he look the the staff working in pizza hut? LOL!
Pls zoom in this 2 pics! Really very funny! Especially the second 1. U must really zoom in very closely. haha!The pics i took with ms sim are still with Joyce so i cant upload.
After pizza hut, 14, Jy, Ger and me acc ms sim to YAMAHA. The piano was so cool. Didn't know piano can be so high tech. U can surf the internet, read the score and even record using the piano! U can also plug ur USB cable in and play ur song with score provided for u! So cool rite? Ger and me were enjoying playing with it although we play suckily and we have to follow the guide, LOL. Ms sim is buying it! So envy. :( I wish i know how to play the piano.
After that, we went to eat Yoghurt ice cream! Saw Ms tay there too. She was with another teacher. We chatted and gossip a lot,hehe. After that, we headed home.:)
Anyway, thx for the treat ms sim!:)
blogging at school now. waiting for my pizza hut treat from miss sim!haha. today never dp much in school, especially during chinese lesson. Was fooling ard with jy and ger. We were bullying shaun! haha, poor him. His worksheet was ful of our pen and pencil markings.:) Really don have the mood to blog now, cos wan fong's(finally type her name) PSP is right in front of me! Off to play now!~
Cheers!
P.S: congrats to da tou that u score A1 for chinese!
so sad:( cant find my snoopy black umbrella anymore le!!! Check so many outlets all don have:'(
and, thx cybil for the help!:)It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.
I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.
She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."
Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.
Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.
Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.
But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."
We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.
We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.
She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."
With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.
She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"
I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.
Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide.
But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.
The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.
I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."
She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her.
I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.
She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.
How sad:'(Watched One Missed Call with jie ying ytd.Actually wanted to watch Body 19 but the seats available sucks. Suppose to meet at 3.30 but ended up meeting at 5! She is always late without fail. Waited really long at hm for her to call me!
Cabbed down to cine. Pastamania for lunch and went for movies after that. The show wasn't that scary, but i don know why Jy keeping covering her eyes! I cant imagine what will happen if we watch Body 19 cos that show will be scarier, i think she will cry in the cinema!Haha! She really very timid la, i'm like her bf in the cinema lor,LOL. She told me not to tell anyone but i still blog, haha.:)
After that, actually wanted to meet the others but they're at chinatown. The first thing that comes to my mind was, are they there to buy 年货? Haha, jy and I started to laugh. Walked slowly to far east and we sat down and chatted awhile and headed home. Didn't spent a lot that day but bought a same wallet as jy which cost only $16.
Nothing much to blog, byez!
Yo! Today Ger, Jie Ying, Hui ru, 14, Jiahui and me did a very funny but good deed in KFC! LOL. 14, hui ru, jh and me went amk central after sch as hui ru need to collect her glasses. The place is damn far can!
After collecting her glasses, we decided to have lunch at KFC. So i msged ger to meet us there and she said jy will be joining us too after thier chem remedial:) So we crap and ate there and we notice the woman sitting beside us kept looking at us. Jh said they are waitng for us to leave and eat our leftovers.
True enough, after we leave they actually took our food! So poor thing. So i told jy they all that we shld share $$ and buy a meal for them la. Jy then suggested to play scissors paper stone to decide who sld give them the food. Guess who lost the game? It's Jy and Hr!!! HAHHAA. They were so nervous!
We kept laughing non stop and ppl were looking at us. I shld let u see the video i took there.:)
i kept laughing when i look at the video becos of jy's laughter. LOL!
Have been using sign language to communicate with my frens for the past 2 days cos i lost my voice!:( It's recovering now but my voice really cant make it so don talk too much better.
It's all becos of mac! Went out wif Ger and Jy that day and we ate at abt 10 plus. Got nth to eat so have to eat mac for dinner. But i didn't expect i will completely lost my voice the next morn! Yiling called me and i couldn't ans her, haha.
Anyway, wanna thanks Jy for buying me that bag! It's $28 and she bought for me for no reason! So nice right? Although it was no surprise becos of that big mouth Ger who told me when u alr told her nt to tell me first, but i'm still happy and touched.:)
School tmr again! Shall update soon! Bye~
I wanna watch movie!!!
